Riding the strugglebus tonight.
Work is getting hectic and I’m
feeling the pressure. It’s just going to get worse as we have to redo
almost all of our literature in the near future. And by we I mean
pretty much me. Not sure how I secured this graphics/editor position
with the paycheck of a call center employee, but lucky me.
I also feel like I’m getting sick. It’s gone all through my office and I’ve been taking all the vitamins and trying my best to avoid it but I’m feeling pretty run down tonight with a scratchy throat.
Not sure the last time I was sick and I didn’t drink through it to “burn it out” of my system.
Came home and did the treadmill and now I’m really wanting to drink. Blah!
Feeling the grief and loss tonight of not having that outlet.
I’ve given myself another “No drinks til Friday” rule to get me through the week and I intend to stick to it, but tonight is the first night where it’s been really difficult this time around.
I guess I had to know eventually it would catch up to me. I definitely had my head in the pink clouds last week and now here come the storm clouds.
Meh. I might write later, but right now I’m going to go drink some sparkling water and stuff my face.
Ug.
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